Love

What can I say about "love"? Not really that much. We all know when we feel it but dont always know what about the person triggers it. I am in love with a man that I would have never thought would feel that way for me. He does and it is amazing when we are together. It's hard to be without him and for him to be far away. I want time to do what other couples get to do. Movies, dinner, and just plain old sitting around. We dont have time for that most of the time. We have done some of it but it's not often.

His job is nearing an end and I am worried where the next job will be. I am not sure how I will handle it if he goes further away then where he is now. It's 2 hours between us now and that is hard. There is a possibility of 6 hours away, close to home 45 minutes, or to stay 2 hours away. He doesn't get to make the choice, they decide for him. I am impatiently waiting to hear what the result will be and when it will be taking place. I pray for close and keep hope its not the furtherest away. I love him and the distance will not change that fact. It will however make it hard and frustrating. I dont know what he will say if they send him far away, will he still want to be with me or just have the space.

I hope that he loves me as much as I love him and hope that he doesnt go far away.