It's been over 3 months since we have started dating. It has been tough at times, since we don't see each other as much as we want. The texts and phone calls are nice though. To hear his voice, and those words "I love you baby". It sends me into a tailspin and makes me smile. I know even though his away from me, his heart is here with me and mine is there with him. We haven't seen each other this week, and it has been hard. I miss his smile, his touch, his laugh and that wonderful way he looks at me. I have his picture beside my bed. I tell him good night every night and good morning every morning. He is on my mind, no matter what it is that I am doing.
I have the kids again. This is my weekend, had them last weekend for a night and day. It's always good to spend time with my babies. We went to a movie with my cousin and her kids. The movie "eclipse", it was good but left me wanting to see him and feel his touch. It made me miss him and every touch between the lovers made me yearn to hold him. I know how "bella" feels cause I'm right there with her. It's a long holiday weekend and it will be a lot of swimming and hanging out with my cousin. I am so exhausted that I look forward to sinking into that bed and dreaming of my man.
I will dream of him as I always do. He is there to hold me when I close my eyes, if only in my dreams for now. He told me he always dreams of me and that I am so beautiful. It makes my heart beat fast and a smile appear from nowhere. I believe him. It's not a line with him. I am so lucky to have found that one person, my soulmate.
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