To the One I hurt

I hurt someone that I loved. I betrayed their trust and I am so sorry. I allowed outside sources and negativity to make me suspicious when they did not deserve it. I can only say that as things happen to us in life, we become suspicious and cynical. It shouldn't be that way. Especially me! I had so much torture in my life. I have been hurt by the people whom told me they loved me most.

I have become cynical, suspicious and distrusting. I vow at this point in my life, I'm giving this up. I may have destroyed the one thing that I wanted most in my life. The love I always wanted by being just plain suspicious, without cause.

If my love decides to go, I will know it was because I couldn't let go of the past. I am going to see my Doctor and I will find away to get over all this. I do not want to hurt anyone the way I have been hurt. I apologize, deeply, and from the bottom of my heart, my love.

If you read this my love, please find a way to give me another chance. I will earn your trust back, I promise you this. And know that I now understand how badly I hurt you and I want to make it right. Please try to see that my intentions were not to hurt you or anyone else. Especially not the ones that you love, not them and not you.

So here is a warning to the rest of you = Let it go or it will tear you down.